Attack Of The Lesbian Activist Squirrels: Chapter 9: Part 01: Vanchronicity

[I promised another chapter of Attack of the Lesbian Activist Squirrels and here’s the first post. Enjoy!]

Vans, as everyone knows, are vehicular catalysts. Stupid or brilliant, things happen when vans are involved. This does not apply to their limp and uninspired offspring, minivans, which are just boring enough to simulate suicide without the sweet release of death. Our story continues with real people driving real vans.

Let one part of the story fade as Cindy Leachman sleeps off a drunken binge in her 1989 Ford Econoline. Turn now to a 1961 Dodge A100 sputtering towards Portland.

Fred Smith gently eased the clutch on his van; a machine older than him. It was out of place on a modern highway. Anything from a Civic to a SmartCar could blow his doors off. Ignoring the pell-mell madness of modern life, he babied his vehicle in a way that would make Cindy fume. He didn’t care. His van was not transportation. It was, to be frank, his whole world; job, hobby, and pussy magnet all rolled into one.

Fred had a perfect life and he knew it. He’d carved out a lazy, relaxed, comfort zone within the universe that would make billionaires and rock stars jealous. There was only one problem with this, he was part of a team and the team only worked, he sighed, when he shouldered the officially unofficial leadership role.

He’d finally caught up with traffic. With a little luck from rush hour delays he’d be able to keep up. This gave him time to make a call.

This, like all such phone calls, would touch on a terrifying and alien universe. He donned a hands free headset, gingerly turned on the special cell phone he’d been given, and pressed the single button.

He assumed it was encrypted. He assumed it had all sorts of nefarious internal components. For all he knew there was a combination of state secrets and uranium inside the slim case. Almost certainly it contained components of uncertain origin; ranging from unregulated to flat out illegal.  He couldn’t rule out the possibility it would explode if misused or should it fall into the wrong hands (whatever that might mean).

It was a “gift” from his sister. The single button placed a call to her and her alone. It began to ring. He braced for intellectual impact.

“I told you not to call me at work!”

He winced, would “hello” be an impossible greeting? But that was the way of things. One simply had to roll with it. Also, he was no wimp himself. After all, he had survived being her sibling. She was made of pure power but he was (mostly) at ease with her particular flavor of psychopathy.

“Is that what you call it?” He needled. “If you’re doing it naked I have doubts about your career choices.”

There was a muffled THUMP in the background. This was immediately followed by a high keening wail. “Quit whining! You’ve still got one left.” She barked to the unseen victim of her training.

Fred cringed. He loved her, but his sister was a menace!

“I told you to evaluate with respect to t = 0. You erroneously dropped the baseline adjustment to the voltage at the initial step. Furthermore it’s best approached with the limit as t approaches zero rather than the actual end state.”

There was some muffled response. It was either weeping or advanced calculus. Probably both.

“Try again, you’ve got literally one chance left.” She was still ignoring Fred. He found himself rooting for this unseen victim of her regimen. A sobbing and whining voice burbled some words Fred didn’t recognize. Something about irrational numbers and the diode feedback effect. Whatever the voice said must have been right.

“Excellent, my assistants will provide first aid and a 30 minute rest period. Hydrate and avail yourself of the pain medications provided. When you come back I’ll give you a cookie.”

Fred shuddered at the mention of a cookie. Once you learned a lesson delivered by cookie, you never again accepted a cookie from her (or anyone else)! She’d used the method to “help” him study for a high school trigonometry final. He’d wrecked the curve. It wasn’t worth it.

“So, baby brother, what’s up?”

“I’m checking that you’re coming to the convention this weekend.”

“Oh Fred, just because our parents gave us stupid names doesn’t mean we’ve got to play goofy roles for our whole lives.” She fussed.

Au contraire, I believe in predestination. It was fate and the name has given me the power to land women like magic.”

“Aren’t you tired of ascots and blue jeans?” She grumbled.

“Nope.”

“Getting pawed by bimbos and skanks?”

“Not at all.”

She sighed, “It’s not fair. For every 36D Barbie that swoons over your ascot I’ve got to fend off a dozen hyperventilating greasy nerds.”

“It sounds like you’ve found ways to vent your frustrations.” Fred reasoned.

“Fine, I’ll be there.”

Fred breathed a sigh of relief, Velma was always a wild card. Growing up, the close knit siblings had embraced their names to various degrees but Velma had been the most unpredictable. Her rebellious phase had pulled her from a pre-teen youth interested in solving mysteries to the ferocious mind-flayer she was now. As an adult she’d made it her quest to drag humanity, kicking and screaming, into higher dimensions of consciousness. From Fred’s point of view that was a hopeless task. The average person was deliberately stupid and half the population was dumber than average; barely sentient if at all. The lengths she went to find minds sufficiently flexible to take the kind of mental journey she took on a regular basis made it self evident. She might as well try teaching ferns to play chess.

Velma’s harrowing youthful years had been tense. She directly or indirectly caused the destruction of several buildings, a run on a bank, and the complete elimination of a Girl Scout troop. The troop’s demise had been the worst of all. The Scout’s central organization had stiffed Velma on a salesmanship award and her troop let it slide rather than back her up. It was the worst (and last) mistake the troop made. For a while Fred wondered if pre-teen Velma would raze the entire Eastern Seaboard in her rage. Thankfully, after all involved personnel had been replaced and the local troop disbanded, things cooled down.

Like all teenagers she’d graduated to greater levels of chaos, but thankfully she never became a genuine Bond Villain. Now, as a young adult, she was a human mental vortex. However, in the best interests of society and due to some inner sense of fair play, she limited her focus to rich nerds who volunteered for the trip.

Fred, conversely, loved his unfair advantage with what mere mortals might call “Game”. To his credit, Fred was far more careful than mercurial risk taker Velma. Even so, everyone in the family breathed a sigh of relief when he reached adulthood without a series of paternity suits.

“I’m pretty busy today. Can you spring Daphne from wherever she’s stuck this time?” Velma asked.

“Sure.” Fred agreed. Daphne hadn’t fared as well as he and Velma. She’d drifted from her assigned role as purple wearing damsel in distress to perpetual cult member. Dutifully, the other siblings saved her; over and over. Now that she was an adult, it was a matter of monitoring into which cult she’d landed and making sure she was reasonably safe amid whatever Kool-Aid drinkers she’d chosen to roost. Velma and Fred managed this task jointly. Fred would ply the cult’s “managerial staff” with bribes, his winning smile, and various fiscal incentives (funded by Velma’s… jobs). Due to their efforts, hapless Daphne usually wound up living a life of luxury as the cult’s “chosen one”.

Should a situation get too sketchy for Fred, Velma would take over and pay a personal visit. Velma’s visits resulted in the sort of behavior modification one would expect from a direct encounter with Satan. Thus, Daphne was oft kidnapped and perpetually cult programmed but always happy and safe. Fred would “bust her out” for the weekend’s activities but she’d probably be back with anyone from the Hare Krishnas to an encampment of PETA whackjobs by Tuesday.

As for Shaggy, he’d been just what you’d expect; a goofy lovable pothead. He’d been last seen baked off his gourd at a truck stop in Barstow. They hoped he was well. Fred and Velma let him drift on the clouds of drug assisted cluelessness and only interfered when he asked. They assumed he would call home if he wanted (or when his head was straight enough to recognize a phone). Lacking knowledge of his whereabouts, Fred would hire a stand in.

All that was left was finding a Scooby. This was the point of the call.

“I’ve got a lead on a dog.” Fred grinned.

“Again? They never talk! You have to stop buying talking dogs.” Velma discouraged his interest in obtaining a Scooby but Fred never gave up hope.

“I’ll use a few hundred out of petty cash.” Fred ignored her. He never stopped marveling over the thought that he had access to “petty cash”. Velma had thoroughly and legally created Mystery Inc. It supported them all, except Velma of course. Fred wasn’t sure if she had gone beyond material concerns or was merely wealthy beyond his wildest imagination; maybe both. Regardless, Mystery Inc. provided for them like a benign magic spell. It paid for whatever Scientology training or guru’s donations Daphne needed. It supplied all the weed Shaggy could smoke. It allowed Fred to deduct a customized Mystery Machine van as a business expense!

What a glorious existence! Bedding as many women as his ascot supply could manage while posting it all as negative numbers on an IRS form! Could there be a better life?

“Fine.” Velma agreed, “Pay for the dog. You don’t have to whore for it.” She grumped, completely ignoring the irony of her job as the world’s only “clandestine dominatrix genius mind coach”. In mid-conversation she turned and cooed at someone out of microphone range. “The bandages look good. Now have a cookie before the chemistry lesson.”

Fred sighed, the poor one balled bastard would be lucky to live out the night.


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Attack Of The Lesbian Activist Squirrels: Incoming!

There are two groups of readers on this blog; those who know about Attack of the Lesbian Activist Squirrels and those who don’t. For those who don’t, I’m providing this background information.


In the autumn of 2016, Mrs. Curmudgeon spooked a black bear. She was walking my dog, which happened to be white and (being a guardian dog) was eager to throw down.

It was the middle of a campaign season that was just as stupid and insulting as they’ve all become. Therefore not a day went by without someone accusing something of “racism”.

Ah, the good old days. Do you remember when everyone had lost their goddamn minds and it was a new experience? Anyway I joked that the only possible reason a guardian dog would bark at a bear in the yard was racism. Then I went further and committed the joke to the forever world of the internet, thus creating one of my favorite satirical characters; Bart.

Bart, a racist bear, first appears here. I feared people would get all “triggered” and pummel me but everyone loved Bart and his unstable friend (a terrorist skunk).

What an interesting discovery! I’d spent a long time fretting that folks were losing perspective. Taking political / social bullshit too seriously is bad for one’s mental health. I wished someone would just rip into it and make jokes. Turns out, that guy could be me!

I tossed off the phrase “lesbian squirrels or an oak tree with Wi-Fi”.  There was a general opinion I ought to write that very story but (being lazy) I came up with a challenge that would surely kill the idea: “hit my tip jar and I’ll write an alternate ending involving lesbian squirrels.” In no time at all I got a few donations. That settled it.

A couple weeks later, I fleshed out the role of Edward, a trans-species raptor and the dangerous, scheming Lesbian Activist Squirrels. (In case you’re wondering I really did meet a pissed off, zoned out, raptor in my driveway. Whether it was trans-species is a matter of debate.)

In fits and starts the story has continued. It’s over 500 pages. Here’s the binder I keep on my shelf:

At about 103,000 words it’s the only book-length work I’ve (half) written. I aim to write the best “talking Squirrels harnessing the power of bullshit” novel possible.

The twisting-turning plotline has everything you might want; the true power of bullshit, extreme greeters, a dominatrix mind coach, Swedish disco, K-cup reserve currency, two college dropouts (one wicked smart and the other a capitalist Paladin), Gatling guns, etc… It’s a tough story to write! Edna monitors my grammar and Gertrude (with the assistance of Goon #2) will not hesitate to “straighten me out” should I compose poorly.

I created a page that holds the entire story. Everyone with a sense of humor is welcome to read it.

The plot approaches its exciting conclusion in the city that rationality forgot; Portland. I’m trying carefully to avoid painting myself into a corner so this month’s chapter carefully lines up all the characters for the final boss battle.

“Chapter 8 – Mystery Inc.” will feature eight posts over eight days (possibly nine, my muse and I have been fighting over that). The chapter should go live in it’s entirety on or before the Winter Solstice. Merry Christmas Y’all!

Tips are appreciated but not required.

Thanks for reading.

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Freedom, I Won’t

Dire times have led to a few dire-ish posts on my part. It’s not intentional. The world feels like it’s going to hell in a handbasket but it’s so obvious as to not need further discussion. For that matter, when was the last time things weren’t going to shit?

It’s probably more a reflection of bad weather for camping than any particular variety of Bidenverse inanity. Isn’t that silly? I didn’t have time to ignore the dumpster fire and write about all that’s wonderful; but that’s the goal. Sit by a campfire watching the moon rise and you won’t give a shit about the “news”.

Everything Elon releasing is something we already knew years ago. All the inflation is basic math. Mitch McConnell acting like a toad is… well when doesn’t he fuck his own party? Who is the last remaining fool that didn’t think COVID came from the lab in Wuhan? Discussing how often Fauchi was incorrect is like suddenly discovering the sun rises in the East. Why discuss what everyone sane already knew and the Kool-Aid drinkers will never accept?

Speaking of people I ignore, what’s up with Kayne West? Have I heard any of his songs? (If he’s some sort of amazing virtuoso I’m willing to be corrected.) As far as I can tell he’s a washed up rapper acting like a loon. What’s news about that? Aren’t they a dime a dozen?


Anyway, it’s time for something 70 years old which seems (in my pointy head) to mirror what happened (and didn’t) during the shitstorm of 2022. (It was only a year ago that president “won more votes than any other candidate in history” was going full Nuremberg.)

It’s an optimistic story called “And Then There Were None“. It was written by Eric Frank Russell in 1951. You can find it by this link or by clicking to  in Astounding Science Fiction magazine (Vol. XLVII, No. 4). (Or you can get if by *.pdf.)

It’s free, under 40 pages, and you’ll enjoy reading it. Lets be serious here, it’s better use of your time than most of what’s on the internet. It’s a mellow happy science fiction story from back when science fiction was fun.

Give yourself a treat. Despite publishers who’ve made the last few decades of sci-fi mostly about woke lesbians bitching about recycling during a dystopic global-warming hellscape… I prefer sci-fi that’s fun.

Here are a few quotes to get the blood flowing:

“For one solitary guy it would be martyrdom, but for a whole world—” His voice drifted off, came back. “I’ve been taking this about as far as I can make it go and the results give me the leaping fantods.”

And…

“I was thinking,” Harrison explained.

“I approve of that,” put in His Excellency. He lugged a couple of huge tomes out of the wall-shelves, began to thumb rapidly through them. “Do plenty of thinking whenever you’ve the chance and it will become a habit. It will get easier and easier as time rolls on. In fact, a day may come when it can be done without pain.”

Yeah, that’s the stuff.

Hat tip to Dio’s Workshop and Liberty’s Torch.

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Lord Of War / Epstein / Basketball

Lord of War is an excellent movie. Before you read further, watch this scene. It’s in two parts; life is like that. The first is 5 minutes long the second is under 2 and picks up immediately following. It’s less than 8 minutes total and it’s brilliant:

So why am I posting bits of a seventeen year old movie? Because today Viktor Bout: Russian arms dealer known as the ‘Merchant of Death’ was swapped for Brittney Griner:

Bout – who reportedly has used names including “Victor Anatoliyevich Bout,” “Victor But,” “Viktor Butt,” “Viktor Bulakin” and “Vadim Markovich Aminov” – is thought to have been the inspiration for the arms-dealer character played by Nicolas Cage in the 2005 movie “Lord of War.”

Let’s boil it down to bullet points.

  • Viktor Bout was convicted in an American court of law as an arms dealer. By all accounts he’s guilty.
  • Brittney Griner was convicted in a Russian court of law of drug violations. No matter what your opinion of drug laws or basketball players or Russia may be, Griner took drugs across the border. She is, was, and remains guilty.
  • President Joe Biden, who got more votes than any presidential candidate in history and has more political prisoners in jail right now than any other president since FDR put Americans in concentration camps, traded a guilty arms dealer to Russia so that he could free a guilty basketball player.

I mentioned Epstein because it fits this topic. Epstein’s existence was “resolved” in a way that included missing video evidence. The two guards who were supposedly watching him had the charges against them dropped. His “second in command”, Ghislaine Maxwell, was sentenced to 20 years for trafficking minors to nobody.

Seems legit.


On the same topic, convicted drug kingpin Edgar Valdez-Villareal (a.k.a. La Barbie) is apparently missing.

A cartel leader and hitman fond of videotaping torture sessions and decapitating likely dozens of enemies has gone missing from a federal prison in Florida, where he was serving a 49-year sentence.


If you had asked me a few years ago I would have been less cynical. America, for all its faults, used to more or less follow the law. I would have said; “I’m sure “La Barbie” is still in prison and some dude just misplaced the paperwork that updates the web page. He’ll turn up when they straighten it out.”

Now… it’s different. It’s not just that I see things differently, things really are different. It is simply true that corruption is both more common and more obvious. Absolutely blatant in fact. Now, unlike the past, everyone knows that America keeps political prisoners, trades arms dealers to Russia, and Epstein didn’t kill himself.

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The Moon

Hat tip to Thompson Blog. (Note: he’s recently renovated his digs… very nice.)

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Beethoven: Moonlight Sonata

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Speak Clearly / Think Clearly: Part 2: The Word The Press Will Not Speak

Unless you live under a rock you know that two electric substations were damaged, leading to a power outage in North Carolina.

I’m not interested theories about who did it or why. Frankly I don’t give a shit; not my circus, not my monkeys. Though I do think it’s funny that the FBI announced they’ll get out of the “causing crime” business long enough to “solve” this one. Given their track record, they’re more likely to freak out and kill 86 innocent Jesus freaks than use their Bat computer to sleuth out this mystery.

(It’ll be interesting to find out if the dipshit that did it is on their payroll, as is often the case. If they come up with a cockamamie story about a lone actor using 24 guns before they memory hole the entire event he or she or it  was one of their wind up toys. If the dipshit wasn’t on their payroll they’ll pin it on the nearest person who didn’t vote Democrat. Then they’ll get back to their real job of disappearing evidence that embarrasses Democrats or hassling some parent at a school board meeting.)


What interest me, is that they (the press) called it “vandalism”. Not once, but all over the place. (I took examples from one article but you’re welcome to read others for yourself. Check and see if you hear the same word repeated over and over.)

“As utility companies began responding to the different substations, evidence was discovered that indicated that intentional vandalism had occurred at multiple sites,”

At least two substations were vandalized “with criminal intent,”

“We are also investigating signs of potential vandalism related to the outages,”


I call bullshit. Pay attention kids because this will be on the final exam. Get out your pencil and write this shit down:

There is a difference between vandalism and sabotage.

Yes indeed, this is a whole new kettle of fish. It’s yet another step on the decline. When you see something new it behooves you to observe. Take time, breathe in the air, accept the passing of one world and the beginning of the next. Mark where you were and what you were doing as this new thing became part of your world. Commit the new knowledge to memory because in the future, as shitty situations level up into full shitstorms, you’ll reflect on this moment of change.

And for God’s sake, don’t deny the obvious. Taking out the grid is not in the same category as some fuckwit painting his name on a boxcar!


Someone instructed (or perhaps it developed as emergent behavior in the school of fish) that the only word to use is “vandalism” (at least until they can pin it on some MAGA Trump patsy and call it terrorism). I’m starting to theorize that the press (and the monkeys running DC) know this is a big deal. They’re pants shitting, flat out, no holds barred, panicked. They don’t even want to speak the world aloud, lest they call Voldemort into existence. Except, the world isn’t social media. What they call it doesn’t matter. They can call it “rainbow happy time” and it’s still fucking sabotage!


I clicked on a few online dictionaries to back me up but they’re getting pretty NewSpeak. Rather than waste brain cells sorting this week’s gaslighting from last years shenanigans amid the current of a rapidly declining populace, I tried a different approach. I looked at one of my dead tree dictionaries.

Go ahead propagandists, censors, and woke morons, try to fix the “misinfomation” on a printed & bound college edition dictionary from 1959!

Lets start with “vandalism” (sorry for the blurry photos, I just took a few snapshots):

Vandalism: malicious or ignorant destruction, especially of that which is beautiful or artistic.

Is a power substation beautiful or artistic? Not unless you get off on industrial wiring. Ya’ freak!

Was it ignorant destruction? I don’t think so. It seems the very exact opposite of ignorant. Nobody else thinks it’s ignorant either:

“It was targeted, it wasn’t random,” he said.

“The person, or persons, who did this knew exactly what they were doing,”

Nope, this absolutely wasn’t an attack on beautiful art by people who were ignorant. (That’s a thing that has happened lately, but not here.)

Lets check out “sabotage”:

Sabotage: “Intentional destruction of machines, materials, or some productive process or organized activity. Examples include labor disputes, and enemy agents in time of war.

Damn! Clearly sabotage is a whole lot more serious. Vandalism is some kid spray painting a dick on a wall. Sabotage is when someone targets serious things to cause serious problems; like power substation, a factory, or a pipeline.

I don’t know why everyone is so afraid of using the true name of things. Words are words. Reality is reality. Regardless, whatever happened… it ‘aint vandalism.


Also, I want to make the point that this is definitely a bad thing. I’m not happy with the decline in civilization. I don’t want to be the medieval loser left to scratch out a living amid the ruins of Roman marble halls. Shitting in a bucket next to an aqueduct that no longer functions sounds horrible. The power grid is probably one of the greatest achievements in human existence. It’s gonna’ suck if it all falls apart after only 100 +/- years.

To avoid ending on a dire note I’ll provide this:


P.S. Before I put the dictionary away, should I check? You know you want it! Fine; here it is:

Vaccine: a causative virus or preparation of dead bacteria induced into the body to produce immunity by causing antibodies.

Hm…

Was it a virus or dead bacteria? No.

Did it produce immunity? No.

I just sayin…

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Speak Clearly / Think Clearly: Part 1: Nobody Expects Monty Python

A few years ago I was listening to college lectures about medieval history and was struck by the clarity of the professor.

Don’t judge! One of my hobbies is learnin’ stuff I didn’t already know. As a product of American public school I didn’t know shit about medieval history! (You probably don’t either.)

One of the more interesting (to me) topics was the Inquisition.

It wasn’t the gore and violence and corruption that interested me. It was the vocabulary.

The professor didn’t default to the vague pathetic phrasings of the common generic current-era woke dipshit student or mid-wit prof. Being skilled enough that he could run a side gig selling lectures and knowing non-students like me actually wanted to learn, he didn’t dumb it down. He carefully he used the correct vocabulary in the proper context.

A default professorial nullity would dumb it down until it hurt: (“Inquisition = Bad”). This would include wrapping actual knowledge in modern sensibilities (“Inquisition = Women and minorities hurt most”).

Using the proper terminology, as befitting serious events, made it a better experience. Events happened to legitimately devout peasants and they wouldn’t have thought in Marx/athiest garbled NewSpeak. In using the right words the lectures felt almost poetic.

We forget how to use the right words for things. There are English words that are perfectly adequate to most situations. They come from a time when words actually meant things. Words were once used to convey thoughts precisely instead of bury facts that might make us use our intellect. Unlike our current world of perpetual relativism which is a vocabulary of nudges and winks.

For example (and I’m just paraphrasing here), the Inquisition derived its authority from the Papacy. It was interested in the sin of heresy, which had arisen from schism within the Catholic church. Inquisitors sought out testimony and considered evidence (obviously lacking evidentiary rules we currently take for granted). There were protections (though less than ideal) against false accusations. There was consideration whether a transgression was merely odious or truly sinful.

We assume the Inquisition just threw box lots of innocents into a wood chipper but it was more of a spectrum (with the Spanish Inquisition taking the gold in the terrifying psychopaths category). More often than not, blots on the accused person’s soul (and life!) could be rectified. For many, a simple admission of remorse and a public vow to turn from the path of wickedness was enough. Friends, relatives, and neighbors would vouch for the accused. Assured that henceforth the accused would model proper behavior would merit forgiveness and everyone would breathe a sigh of relief as the Inquisitors moved on from Springfield to far off Shelbyville. Even if you were an ornery cuss, you had a fair shot with repentance, atonement, and/or demonstration of good character.

Depending on the era and actors involved (and your past behavior towards your neighbors, the morality of the nearby Bishop, and how much the church coveted your assets) things might go off the rails. (See the Spanish!) Also, if you were a flat out asshole they might fling your butt into a dungeon faster than you can say “your legal defense has been ignored”.

(Have you ever wondered what situation would make anyone wish they’d been nicer to your neighbors? The Inquisition (again, with some exception for those whacky Spaniards) was all about that. Keeping malcontents from getting out of hand in hopes of maintaining social order seemed as important as spiritual purity! In modern times you might rip off everyone in town at your used car lot and nothing will happen. An old style Inquisition rolling through town shortly after you’d dumped a bunch of clapped out Hondas on unsuspecting villagers, might involved wronged parties extracting serious karmic payback! [Note that “karma” is not a Catholic / European concept of the time. Probably the better phrase would be righteous retribution.])

Look at all of those words in bold! How often do you hear them spoken in modern time? We still have sin and malcontents and (a seriously faded) concept of morality. But we tiptoe around even speaking such ideas. None of this is to defend the Inquisition (they were clearly dangerous people prone to the inevitable corruption that results from unchecked power) but my point is that one cannot intelligently discuss the real world using the vocabulary of a child. 15th century European events came with powerful words like God and repentance. 21st century events merit the same level of discourse.

Listen to modern bullshit and you’ll hear what I’m talking about. It’s all a mishmash of weasel words. “Mistakes were made”; by whom? “Follow the science”; without apparently using the scientific method? Hunter Biden’s laptop is “misinformation”; yet it’s verifiably true. January 6th was an “insurrection”; of unarmed people who voluntarily dispersed? Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell were guilting of sex trafficking; to nobody.

How can “misinformation” be true? How can a mistake exist without having been made by anyone? How can a victim be sex trafficked to nobody?

When I hear weasel words I ignore the speaker. Those who talk as children, think as children.

In my next post I’ll talk about vocabulary and the power grid.

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We Are Fucking Fucked

[I didn’t know how to communicate my thoughts for this post. Ever had something to say that eludes your ability to write? Bear with me as I give it a shot.]

How deep does the rabbit hole go? Deep enough that:

  1. I wish they’d stop digging.
  2. I ain’t going down there!

The second point is key. I don’t want to go to hell even if everyone else insists on riding there in their stupid little handbasket.

By now, chaos is just another name for Tuesday. We’re in the third year of “OMG we’re all gonna’ die in a plague”. Coincidentally, the pandemic freakout began in the third year of the “OMG Orange Man Bad” psychic shitstorm. The shitstorm never ended but entered a new phase with the “we’re going to peacefully protest until there’s nothing but ashes” clusterfuck. Have you noticed there’s always an urgent reason folks use to excuse shitting their own pants?

Way back in 2017 I figured people would get tired of self-flagellating and get back to living life; like a toddler burning out after a long tantrum. I was wrong! I moved on but society itself remains in a self-reinforcing loop of failure.

So long as chaos benefits one party (or the uniparty) “emergencies” will never end. So long as we’re an unserious society, we’ll be awash in bullshit. Wise people (including wise asses) see the futility of engagement with chaotic unhinged human bots. We’re unwilling to shoulder the burden of other people’s self-inflicted ills. We stay checked out of the “panic of the day” whirlwind. We carefully root ourselves in reality. As for the rest:

The beatings will continue until morale improves.

None of this shit will end through normal means; self correcting mechanisms have been thwarted. When a group of people fuck up everything they touch, they should be replaced with better people. For various reasons that’s not happening. In terms of medicine, has Fauchi ever cured anyone who was sick? If not, why the hell would anyone listen to him? In economics, Paul Krugman is wrong about everything he says. The same is true for Robert Reich and for that matter Jim Cramer. Why would anyone listen to them? Public schools have a terrible track record in education. So why do parents let people who can’t even teach fractions expand into morals, ethics, or sex. Biden was either unwilling or incapable of leaving his basement to campaign. A man who can’t leave his house is going to be a shitty president; and he is. When people who fail aren’t replaced by people who perform you continue to get failure.

Even if elections were squeaky clean, voting once every two years ain’t enough.* You can’t solve a world where losers are put in charge by checking a few boxes bi-annually. However, this brings our focus to the elephant in the room…

“Joe Biden won more votes than any other candidate in American history.” Say it! “Joe Biden did better in off year elections than almost any president in the last century.” Go ahead, say it aloud.

You’re required (almost literally by law) to pretend it’s true. So go ahead and speak the words aloud and see how you feel. Tell your cat that “Joe Biden won more votes than any other candidate in history”. Repeat the official line (assuming you don’t believe it) and you become a tool of your oppressor. Did the cat scratch your lying ass?

We just experienced the second consecutive “election of statistical improbability that can’t possibly mean anything at all so shut up“. The first “statistical surprise” shocked even cynics like me. The second “statistical oddity” is only a few weeks old but EVERYONE knows what it means. If it worked in 2020 that’s possibly a one off but if it happened again in 2022, then “unforeseen unusualness” will happen continually until the gambit no longer works.

Perhaps I was fool to trust any election? Did the cheating really just start? 2020 was so obviously weird that an accountant seeing similar shenanigans in your bank statement would nail you to a wall. But weren’t the hanging chads of Bush v Gore 2000 not the same situation? How long has this been happening? Nobody is surprised when they read about the Chicago effect during Nixon v JFK 1960. Are we all as fixed as Chicago has always been? It’s as old as human corruption. 1876 had flat out proven cheating. Interestingly, the cheating was unearthed, aired out, and dealt with more peacefully and intelligently in 1876 than the concertina wire and political prisoners mess set off in 2020.

When the selection process is shit, you get shit results. Nobody knows who’s really running things and Biden is a barely ambulant meat puppet. Even the people who voted for him don’t really like him. Nobody thinks he’s a good president. Ask your leftie friends to speak aloud a statement like “Biden won more votes than any other candidate in history and is therefore the best president ever”. Watch their eyes when they say it. They know.

Events, both wise and foolish, have consequences and they hit fast. It took a year for Orange Man bad to make a roaring economy out of Obama’s seized engine. It took a year for Captain Dementia to curbstomp Orange Man’s roaring economy. Today’s economy is the worst since Carter. It matches the current leadership’s inability. We will have Carter level inflation and Carter style gas prices so long as we have Carter level dipshits. This is true regardless of party (it wasn’t Dems who desperately wanted to run the walking human sedative called Jeb Bush).

I dimly remember poverty and inflation in the 1970’s but not shortages at the grocery store. This was followed by four decades of success so complete that I began to doubt my memories of inflation. Now, I get to see it all over again but with “supply chain disruption” (which is the phrase to used to avoid saying “predictable results of idiots messing with the economy”). People younger than me had never experienced failure this great. They’re beginning to bleed and the party’s just starting. Presumably the wonderous socialist miracle of food shortages and gas lines are only a few “improbable” elections away.

Given all that, I would expect to be in the same sour mood as the rest of the nation. However, I feel vaguely optimistic.


I queued up this video to enjoy the feeling of the times. (If you need a NSFW warning after the title of this post you’re clearly stupid… but here goes: they swear. Grasp your pearls and toddle to the fainting couch as needed.) I figured I would use the video to express rage.

But I don’t have rage to express. I’m not particularly pissed off because all the fucking up that’s happening is not mine to claim. I’m not the cause of problems. That’s key. Society going to shit doesn’t mean I’m shit.

Anger is for those who just realized what’s going on and more commonly for those who feel bad about what they’ve done. Helpless resignation is poison. I have my faults but neither being unaware nor helpless resignation are among them. If you’re reading this, it’s probably not an issue for you either. We saw these things coming. We weren’t the players creating them.

As bad goes to worse and stupid goes to malevolent we have a clean conscience. It would be better if things weren’t almost comically mismanaged but at least we have pride in our own behavior.

I’ve been happily humming “we are fucking fucked” as if it were any other song. Because it is:

(Hat tip to 357 Magnum.)


So what’s the deal? I’m happy because my freezer is full and it’s full because I made it so.

As the decline accelerates, there are a million little situations where I stood firm. Thus, I don’t feel guilty. For example, I didn’t go apeshit during COVID and I didn’t use it as an excuse to fuck up other people’s lives. I generally try to avoid fucking up my own life too. Basic human behavior that puts me far above politicians. Who gets into naked hammer fights, flew on Epstein’s plane, has a mansion on a $200K salary, or drowned their secretary to death? Politicians. Not me.

I never boss other people around. I won’t submit to coercion. I think before I act.

I didn’t wear a mask because I can define a micron and know the size of a virus. I know the difference between medicine and an “amulet of protection”. I know that when the man on TV says a lie, it’s still a lie. I didn’t shut down schools or businesses. When the gym required masks, I quit and stacked wood. I didn’t get the shot for a free donut because that’s dumb. If I really believed in perfect immunity to a plague that would surely kill me, I wouldn’t need a fucking donut to seal the deal.

When the president said he’d make all OSHA employees take the vax I didn’t bend the knee. He could have ordered me to eat chocolate ice cream and I’d have fought that too. I won’t move a fucking inch if someone is trying to force me. In the end, God seemed happy with my decision. As far as I can tell, every single human being on earth who refused the vax is happy with their decision. Could the other side say as much?

How good it feels that  I didn’t panic and lose my soul!

I never fomented evil. I never caused harm. I never backed down. Given how people have acted lately, I’ve done well enough.

I could have done better, but I did as well as I could. That’s the satisfaction of an internal locus of control. It feels good. If far off government fucks the economy back to the stone age they still won’t have broken me. I’ll master flintknapping and sell non-OSHA approved arrowheads.

That’s why I can enjoy a song like “We Are Fucking Fucked” without bitterness. I might be just as fucked as a Roman citizen just before the fall… but I didn’t cause the fall.

A.C.

*You know where I was during the election? Right in the fucking room. The election was squeaky clean and boring in my district. I know this because I was right there holding the stack of ballots in my hand. Where were you?

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Hunting And Election After Action Report: Part 6: Canning

Lets talk homesteading technologies. Pressure canners rock!

This year’s hunt led to a rare event with butchering and then into the mysteries of canning. Canning is a whole new world for me. We took “better than burger, worse than steak” meat from our hunt and pressure canned it. This came mostly from my smaller deer but it was still a lot of work and plenty of meat to keep me occupied.

Up until this point we did everything in my workshop (which my hunting partner and I had cleaned for this very purpose). With the switch to canning, we had to abandon the garage and perform a forward incursion into Mrs. Curmudgeon’s domain of the kitchen. Just for the record we left it much cleaner when we were done than when we started.

In the middle of the process, my hunting partner wound up carrying a tub of 20# of raw meat while our dog just completely went bonkers. The dog is a good 90 pounds and it tried to climb into his back pocket to get at the meat!

The poor dog was completely out of sorts! Not aggressive, but more like an addict who’s realized you’ve got a pound of cocaine in your hand. We gave it a few treats, carefully placed in its bowl (to avoid teaching it to beg) and that just barely kept the dog from exploding. (Mrs. Curmudgeon has given the dog all manner of treats so don’t blame me if it’s a begging dog. Also, no dog is so utterly civilized that 20 pounds of cubed raw game meat won’t blow a few circuit breakers.)

There are a thousand ways to pressure can meat. I think they’re ALL just fine, so long as you do the sterile part properly. I let my partner show his method and nodded my head in agreement whenever he asked a question.

We browned it, meaning there was a bucket of meat the size of which you’d use at the kitchen in a battleship and it was filled with warm, tasty, yummy smelling, meat. The dog had a stroke. After browning it, we added water and simmered until we’d made a broth. I had to agree with the dog; it smelled delicious.

We hot-packed. Meaning we ladled the hot meat into pre-heated jars and topped it off with hot broth. Then we sealed it in a canner; which violated a lifetime of carefully avoiding situations that build pressure!

I’m still new at this but I was pleased with the results. Out of my tiny harvest I got a happy pile of frozen steaks, a bunch of 1 pound bags of burger, AND 8 quarts of that heavenly dog addicting meat. After that we canned 11 pints of broth! I tasted some with a spoon and it was good enough to make a salad bar weep! There was a little broth left. We poured it on the dog’s food; which sent it to canine bliss. I also kept a pint of broth out of the canner for immediate use as gravy on mashed potatoes.

Given I’d started with a small deer and had no clue, I’m impressed with how it worked out. I want to see how the canned stuff holds up but it looks so darned good I may need to chain it down before Mrs. Curmudgeon breaks it open (or the dog evolves opposable thumbs out of pure desire and gets it into them).


This was shortly after the election but I was making progress in my own life. Thus the world’s worries just didn’t seem to matter. It was a distant far away sadness; like hearing someone you don’t know has died after a long painful cancer. The eternal cut me some slack in a world that’s increasingly frustrating to me. It shielded me from the election results. No TV, too busy to linger on the interwebs, no long rides to get Public Radio shoved in my ears, and for 15 hours at the election place itself I carefully avoided all mention of any political opinion.

This last part is key. As any damn fool knows, a judge should never voice a political opinion. (I’m going to just put this out there, Ruth Bader Ginsberg sucked as a judge and part of how you know that is there were RGB T-shirts and memes. A good judge, like good plumbing, should do their job without becoming the focus of attention! If there are action figure dolls and fan clubs for a judge, that judge sucks.).

So yeah, when everyone was either elated or immiserated I was too busy to follow the “fall of Rome” spiral. It went to shit but I was too busy to let the shit pull me under. First I had a job to do which prohibits getting wound up and then I had a job to do which had me concentrating on canning pressures and laughing at a spastic dog.

A boat can sail right over a tsunami; provided it’s sailing in deep water.

Could I have done what I did without a bit of divine intervention? Hard to know. I’d rather not take bets on it. I’m just happy for my good luck; which may be less luck than proper living.

I did the right thing for the right reason. That’s all any man can do. As I’ve already mentioned: “If honest people do nothing, then honest people will have done nothing.”

Which brings me to the reaction to my silly camping story. I got a few very nice comments. That made me very happy. I also got a bunch of very well appreciated “coffees”. But there’s more. Y’all aren’t privy to every reaction that yours truly gets. I’ve gotten a few compliments through private e-mail and they mean the most to me. (You know who you are and I hope you know it made my day!)

That story was a happy thing I did. I set out to shine a light. Yeah, I glance at the abyss, as we all do; especially in these dark days of societal decline. But I do not let the abyss gaze into me. There’s so much that’s good and happy in the world; don’t step past a sunset to seethe at Twitter. I thought maybe my blog would reach a few who could use a happy story. It seems to have done just that. People need to hear a voice from the “real” world and once in a while I fill that need.

I hope my stories are a welcome distraction but the thing is that they’re not distractions at all. To sit by a fire and ponder one’s place in the universe is the whole point. The. Whole. Point. People mired in politics lose their humanity (for some, they never had it). For it is in the pursuit of power over others that one forgets the reason for the self.

Right under the Eye of Sauron you can live so well it’ll make the political slavers cry. Eat a steak, laugh as the dog flips out, mess with a pressure canner in the kitchen, and live a life that’s rooted.  Two teams out there are going berserk on bread and circuses as Rome collapses into dust… but that’s not your burden. Enjoy nature and the good things in life and maybe you’ll still be smiling when wildflowers grow where the great coliseum once stood; DC and it’s cancerous tendrils are annoying but ultimately ephemeral.

Thanks for reading.

A.C.

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